i learned that once a guy hurts you, you don't deserve him at all. because if you ever go back, the same thing will just happen again, and your pride of being strong , will be down the drain. yeah, you might of have been happier with him, but like at least now you don't have to wait for that text all night, or worry who he's with, and what he's doing. if he made you worry a lot, he's not worth it either.
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I know how it feels to want nothing to do with people. to just want to stay shut up in your room all day blasting music to try & block everything out. then you find that one song that makes you crash. I know how it feels to purposely blast music so no one can hear you cry. I know how it feels to get no sleep. you feel worthless. like no one no longer cares about you. but in all reality, there's someone better out there who's hurting because you are. there's someone out there falling in love with you.
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don't sit around worrying about him when he's obviously not worrying about you. he doesn't let his mind drift to you, because if he ever did, he'd miss you, believe me, he would. but no, instead, he decides to go out, and be a man whore. because he has a reputation to protect, and he'll never let anyone see his vulnerable side. when he's with his friends, he'll act like a dick. it's just a cover up. but one night, when he's lonely and is just thinking things through, his wall will fall down, and he'll be left thinking of you. and yes, he's going to miss you. but you've already moved on at this point, and then you can rub it in his face that you were right. guys do end up coming to their senses sooner or later.
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he changed you, didn't he? he made you a stronger person. got you to open up to the world more. he's the reason why you're no longer shy. he told you he loved you, and could never imagine of letting you go, but he did that, didn't he? he said you were amazing, and he never met anyone else like you. did it ever occur to you, that he told a bunch of other girls that same bullshit? he seemed so loving, so trusting, like he'd never hurt you, but he did that as well. it's like no matter what you do, you can't trust a guy like that anymore. at least not in a relationship, because face it, you're always gonna get hurt. it's the truth, and it hurts, i know it does. but maybe it's true, you eventually do end up being with your best friend over time. but don't let that asshole get to you. pretend everything's ok, even when it's not, because eventually, you won't have to pretend anymore.
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you never thought he could leave you like this. could give you random panic attacks, could make you randomly start crying wherever you are. you never thought he'd keep you up at night or that he'd be the reason why you have so many scars. you never thought he'd leave you either, but sadly he did that to.
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sometimes i think i'll never find someone like you again, but then it hits me. which one of you? the one i fell in love with, or the new asshole no one wants anything to do with?
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it's ok to admit that you're not ok. it's alright to cry it all out, how else do you expect to ever get over it? it's ok to curse his name off, and laugh every time you see his girlfriend because you know what's going to happen to her as well. it's ok to hate her. it's ok to want to rip all her hair out, and smash her head on the ground a couple of times. it really is. anything to get the anger out. it's ok to befriend her, then slowly fuck her over. that's the sweetest revenge. lose a "friend", and a boyfriend all at once. it's ok to ruin things for them. better sooner then later. it's ok to not want him to be happy unless it means being with you. & it's ok to not take him back. no, actually, it's the greatest thing you could ever do. don't take him back. why? you'll only get hurt again. have him learn from his mistakes. because letting you go was a HUGE ass mistake on his part.
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so when you're done talking to her, or you get what you want, don't text me. don't call me up. i won't be here. i'll be gone.
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have you ever stayed up late at night just looking up at the sky? thinking about what could of been. thinking if he's looking at the same star you are. then you let your mind drift to when you were together. until reality slaps you in the face & leaves you crying because you're not happy. nothing has been the same since he left. and you try to stop crying but you can't, not even when there's no more tears left.
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act like you don't care. it drives the guy insane knowing you're no longer thinking of them.
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hey little girl, when he breaks your heart, don't come to me trying to be friends. you stole my happiness at one point, you sort of back stabbed me. and you're a whore, i'm not gonna lie. so if you ever try talking to me, all i've got to say is, "i told you so, bitch. what goes around, comes around."
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if you make a mistake once, it's not the end of the world, just don't
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I wish I knew what I wanted. everytime I get hurt so much, I never know what I want. I don't know how to feel or react. is it because my heart is truly broken and without a whole heart, you can't feel & express like you used to? or maybe it's because someone has your heart. & you want it back, because obviously it was put in the wrong hands.
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I think I'm done trying. I'm sick of crying & having no tears fall anymore. I'm not a quitter, but it's as if I'm trying for something that will never be. if we ever got together again, things wouldn't be the same. & I'm not sure if I even want you back. I just want you to want me, so you know how i feel. but I think I give up on you. if I don't, I'll slowly keep dying like I have been.
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i hope her hand breaks when you hold it, and she's allergic to your kisses.
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you know what the sad part is? I remember everything from that day. the way you held me hand, the way you touched me, the way you kissed me. I still have that picture in my head from when I first saw you. that day, I never thought you'd hurt me this much to make me write about you. I remember the things you said, the scene. & the promise you made that you broke a month later. the one that meant so much to me & the one that broke us apart.
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I don't love you anymore. I just wish that you'd randomly call me one day. I'd love to see your name come up on my phone with our picture. I want to hear your voice once again, without the attitude, without the hate. I want to hear you say you're sorry & that you hope I can forgive you. I want to hear you say you haven't been the same since you left me. I wanna fight one last time. I wanna kiss once more & make it perfect knowing that it's the last kiss we'll ever share. I just wanna be in your arms one more time so I can let this all go.
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it hurts, doesn't it? seeing him loving another girl & being all happy without you. he makes it seem like he's happier with her than he ever was with you. but maybe it's all an act. maybe she has him on a leash. but it hurts everytime you go on his page. don't deny it, you know you still do it. and it hurts seeing posts from her & him saying how much they love each other. it makes you wanna choke the shit out of her, doesn't it? you're not jealous of her. you just don't want him to be happy unless it means being with you. but we gotta realize that's not gonna happen. just be happy because it's high school, these sort of things don't last. she's a whore anyways. he'll kick her to the curb. that's all you want. & trust me, that day will come.
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"when i saw you, i was afraid to meet you. when i met you, i was afraid to kiss you.
when i kissed you, i was afraid to to love you. now that i love you, i'm afraid to lose you."
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it's kinda hard to believe that one day we'll find true love. that we'll find that someone who won't walk away after a fight. who won't break our heart slowly then just leave. because everyone we have at this point says the same thing. that they love us too much to ever let us go & that they'd never hurt us. but it happens everytime. so how do we know when we're not gonna get hurt? don't blame me for being scared all the time.
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he changed you, didn't he? he made you a stronger person. got you to open up to the world more. he's the reason why you're no longer shy. he told you he loved you, and could never imagine of letting you go, but he did that, didn't he? he said you were amazing, and he never met anyone else like you. did it ever occur to you, that he told a bunch of other girls that same bullshit? he seemed so loving, so trusting, like he'd never hurt you, but he did that as well. it's like no matter what you do, you can't trust a guy like that anymore. at least not in a relationship, because face it, you're always gonna get hurt. it's the truth, and it hurts, i know it does. but maybe it's true, you eventually do end up being with your best friend over time. but don't let that asshole get to you. pretend everything's ok, even when it's not, because eventually, you won't have to pretend anymore.
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you never thought he could leave you like this. could give you random panic attacks, could make you randomly start crying wherever you are. you never thought he'd keep you up at night or that he'd be the reason why you have so many scars. you never thought he'd leave you either, but sadly he did that to.
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sometimes i think i'll never find someone like you again, but then it hits me. which one of you? the one i fell in love with, or the new asshole no one wants anything to do with?
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it's ok to admit that you're not ok. it's alright to cry it all out, how else do you expect to ever get over it? it's ok to curse his name off, and laugh every time you see his girlfriend because you know what's going to happen to her as well. it's ok to hate her. it's ok to want to rip all her hair out, and smash her head on the ground a couple of times. it really is. anything to get the anger out. it's ok to befriend her, then slowly fuck her over. that's the sweetest revenge. lose a "friend", and a boyfriend all at once. it's ok to ruin things for them. better sooner then later. it's ok to not want him to be happy unless it means being with you. & it's ok to not take him back. no, actually, it's the greatest thing you could ever do. don't take him back. why? you'll only get hurt again. have him learn from his mistakes. because letting you go was a HUGE ass mistake on his part.
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so when you're done talking to her, or you get what you want, don't text me. don't call me up. i won't be here. i'll be gone.
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have you ever stayed up late at night just looking up at the sky? thinking about what could of been. thinking if he's looking at the same star you are. then you let your mind drift to when you were together. until reality slaps you in the face & leaves you crying because you're not happy. nothing has been the same since he left. and you try to stop crying but you can't, not even when there's no more tears left.
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act like you don't care. it drives the guy insane knowing you're no longer thinking of them.
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hey little girl, when he breaks your heart, don't come to me trying to be friends. you stole my happiness at one point, you sort of back stabbed me. and you're a whore, i'm not gonna lie. so if you ever try talking to me, all i've got to say is, "i told you so, bitch. what goes around, comes around."
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if you make a mistake once, it's not the end of the world, just don't
make that mistake twice. - Rihanna.
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I wish I knew what I wanted. everytime I get hurt so much, I never know what I want. I don't know how to feel or react. is it because my heart is truly broken and without a whole heart, you can't feel & express like you used to? or maybe it's because someone has your heart. & you want it back, because obviously it was put in the wrong hands.
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I think I'm done trying. I'm sick of crying & having no tears fall anymore. I'm not a quitter, but it's as if I'm trying for something that will never be. if we ever got together again, things wouldn't be the same. & I'm not sure if I even want you back. I just want you to want me, so you know how i feel. but I think I give up on you. if I don't, I'll slowly keep dying like I have been.
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i hope her hand breaks when you hold it, and she's allergic to your kisses.
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you know what the sad part is? I remember everything from that day. the way you held me hand, the way you touched me, the way you kissed me. I still have that picture in my head from when I first saw you. that day, I never thought you'd hurt me this much to make me write about you. I remember the things you said, the scene. & the promise you made that you broke a month later. the one that meant so much to me & the one that broke us apart.
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I don't love you anymore. I just wish that you'd randomly call me one day. I'd love to see your name come up on my phone with our picture. I want to hear your voice once again, without the attitude, without the hate. I want to hear you say you're sorry & that you hope I can forgive you. I want to hear you say you haven't been the same since you left me. I wanna fight one last time. I wanna kiss once more & make it perfect knowing that it's the last kiss we'll ever share. I just wanna be in your arms one more time so I can let this all go.
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it hurts, doesn't it? seeing him loving another girl & being all happy without you. he makes it seem like he's happier with her than he ever was with you. but maybe it's all an act. maybe she has him on a leash. but it hurts everytime you go on his page. don't deny it, you know you still do it. and it hurts seeing posts from her & him saying how much they love each other. it makes you wanna choke the shit out of her, doesn't it? you're not jealous of her. you just don't want him to be happy unless it means being with you. but we gotta realize that's not gonna happen. just be happy because it's high school, these sort of things don't last. she's a whore anyways. he'll kick her to the curb. that's all you want. & trust me, that day will come.
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"when i saw you, i was afraid to meet you. when i met you, i was afraid to kiss you.
when i kissed you, i was afraid to to love you. now that i love you, i'm afraid to lose you."
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it's kinda hard to believe that one day we'll find true love. that we'll find that someone who won't walk away after a fight. who won't break our heart slowly then just leave. because everyone we have at this point says the same thing. that they love us too much to ever let us go & that they'd never hurt us. but it happens everytime. so how do we know when we're not gonna get hurt? don't blame me for being scared all the time.
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